Me So Horny

My music library spans a range of genres, including jazz, rock, metal, electronic, hip-hop, industrial, thrash, classical, salsa, and afro-pop. It includes music from as far away as Japan, Korea, Thailand, Ukraine, Russia, Spain, and Siberia. I’m not prejudiced against any genre of music. There’s a reason why I went with underground pop music for Neuerotica, which, in general, reaches farther and spreads faster than any other musical genre. But underground pop (hyperpop in particular) has usurped commercial pop’s position in terms of creativity and sound diversity.  

While Anquette and 2 Live Crew brought sexually explicit songs to hip-hop, and later, female rappers like Foxy BrownLil’ Kim, and Nicki Minaj brought these kinds of songs to a broader audience,  hyperpop took explicit music to places others feared to tread. Fans of the genre understand what I’m talking about, because before hyperpop, I had never heard a queer or transgender musician make a sexually explicit recording about their queerness or transgender identity. I wasn’t just turned on to the music, I was turned on by it as well. The filthier the song, the more I’ll enjoy it. There’s no way for me to know for sure, but I’d be willing to wager that there aren’t many adults my age listening to the music of Gen Z. My dad liked blues singer Ruth Brown, who made sexually suggestive songs (his mom hated her), but sometimes I wish he were still around to hear some of the songs in my music library.  

Today’s parents are probably like “Eh” when they hear their kids listening to those “nasty” hyperpop songs, but songs like these have a long history in the U.S. The only musician I knew who made that kind of music when I was younger (before any of the rappers mentioned above) was the legendary Blowfly, whose songs a college friend introduced me to. He recorded sexually explicit songs from the seventies to the 2010s, but even he wasn’t the first. You have to appreciate the irony of boomers claiming that “dirty” songs weren’t made in their time (though if they’re white, there’s a likelihood they’ve never heard them), because two years ago, while doing research for a series of articles entitled ‘More Power to the Pussy’ about black women and dirty music, I learned that there had been plenty (if you’re interested, you can read part one here, and part two here). They were called “party records”, and they were illegal under indecency laws enacted throughout the United States. Most of those records were songs by different musicians, but some of them were vulgar comedy acts, where the likes of Richard Pryor and even Bill Cosby had albums in shops. On one such record, comedian and actor Mantan Moreland famously proclaimed, “Shit, if this is gonna be that kind of party, I’m gonna stick my dick in the mashed potatoes!” Songs like these (in edited form, of course) can currently be heard on commercial radio, but from a century ago to the early 1990s, record shop owners and their customers faced jail time for selling and purchasing these records and tapes.

Below are some from the previous century:

Dinah Washington -“Big Long Slidin’ Thing”

Dorothy Ellis - “Drill Daddy Drill”

Julia Lee - “King Size Papa”

Irene Scruggs - "Good Grinding".

Below is one from the 1950s (1957?); I don’t remember how I found it on YouTube. "Faye Richmonde was an American nightclub singer, known for her risqué recordings in the 1950s." The name of this song is called My Pussy Belongs to Daddy.  Back then, those records had to be sold under store counters, and record shop owners could be fined, jailed, or lose their businesses if they were caught selling them. These days, Faye would have been a millionaire R&B celebrity.

It was surprising for me to learn that record shops were still being raided for selling “obscene music” during the late 80s and early 90s. It’s been said that 2 Live Crew “took a bullet” for hip-hop when they fought their obscenity case with the U.S. government and won. The fact is, however, they took a bullet for the entire music industry. Their case forced the government to acknowledge the First Amendment rights of musicians across all genres. In fact, their case is what led record labels to start putting parental advisory stickers on albums. Not surprisingly, the sticker idea backfired, since young audiences were already seeking uncensored music; the stickers made it easier for them to find it.

Photograph by Imago Fotografia

Gorgeous Freaks

I’ve been writing for as long as I can remember, starting in junior high school where I would compose love letters for my male classmates. By high school I started writing fiction, but like a lot of my childhood aspirations, I never pursued it. My first time writing as a professional was in 1994 when I teamed up with a friend of mine (an artist who worked at Marvel Comics at the time), to create and publish our own comic. Had you asked me a year or two ago why I don’t do reviews, I’d have told it’s because I have a hard time putting my thoughts and opinions of media into words. But in 2023, I found the first article I had ever written in a storage bin, and it was a review of the Blade of the Immortal manga. By the late 2000s, I had begun blogging about politics under an assumed name. It brought me a certain level of “celebrity” and notoriety. The 2010s, however, is when my journey as a journalist began.

Sisters Naty Metal and Yaz are two alt models from Heredia, Costa Rica. They’re the co-founders and publishers of the now defunct Gorgeous Freaks Magazine. The magazine published articles and interviews with other alt models and heavy metal musicians, and I contributed a few myself. This was when I started taking my writing seriously and began writing in earnest. The same year I began writing for GFM, I did an interview with the sisters, and in later years, I did another interview and when I created Neuerotica, I did a photo spread with Naty.

Naty and Yaz are not just gorgeous models, they’re entrepreneurs. When they shuttered their magazine, Naty opened an online clothing shop called Gorgeous Freaks Store which she closed in order to focus one her modeling again. Both sisters, in fact are back to doing what they do best.

Had it not been for these women, a lot of my experiences would never have happened, and I’m not just talking about the writing. For the first time in my life, I felt that I could be successful as a journalist; I had finally gotten the boost I needed.

Hyperpop Artists Who

Inspired Neuerotica

Hyperpop for me is like having a brain boner followed by an eargasm, its lubed, lewd lyrics slide into your ear hole, leaving a viscous snail trail inside your brain, sending your synapses into paroxysms of pleasure. Having been diagnosed with AuDHD around the same time I had started listening to it, I wondered if there might be a connection between the two. Recently (late in 2025), I read an article that suggested there is a neurological connection to ADHD. I recommend reading Legacy Russell's Glitch Feminism: A Manifesto for more info on the subject. You don’t have to be a woman or a feminist to read it; the book provides a wealth of information that neurodivergent people of every gender can learn from. You can read this short article, which briefly discusses the book and Legacy Russell’s theories. If the article piques your interest in Legacy’s book, there should be a link on that page to purchase it.

More than a decade ago, the idea of publishing an e-magazine similar to Neuerotica was inspired by Miley Cyrus. Her music at the time and the photographs she took for Lebanon-based Plastik magazine did it for me. However, I was persuaded to publish a luxury e-magazine instead. When the COVID-19 pandemic struck, it wiped out the six years of success I had built. Its demise left me with nothing to do but get high and listen to new music, which, one day, led me to BFF by Slayyyter, featuring Ayesha Erotica. I (repeatedly) listened to the entire album, but that song inspired me to return to my old project. Apple Music's recommendations for “similar” artists led me to hyperpop, which is how I ended up listening to the artists you see in the gallery above and more. While I am familiar with A.G. Cook and how PC music led to hyperpop’s birth, I didn’t learn about either until almost a year later

Before I finish, I want to speak about the recording artist who gave me a modern-day perspective on socialism and the current political climate via her social media “essays” and rants. Fellatia G isn’t a hyperpop artist but a rapper, and I found her music while searching for more hyperpop musicians to listen to. One of my former writers interviewed her a few years ago but sadly, left questions about her socialist views unasked. Conversations with Zoomers pulled me back to the socialist ideology I once believed in, but Fellatia’s sultry socialist commentary helps me to keep my eye on the ball. My respect for her goes beyond her political views and music, she’s also a game developer, graphic artist, photgrapher, and more. She’s also a huge Luigi Mangione stan and has come all the way from California to New York to attend his trials. Like those mentioned in this chapter (and others mentioned in proceeding chapters), I owe Fellatia G a debt of gratitude.

Hyperpop is more than dirty lyrics, however. Its strength lies in its unique genre-blending ability, a quality that’s absent in other musical genres. It’s unfortunate that underground music doesn’t reach as many people as corporate music. Without question, they deserve to be seen and heard by a wider audience (and that applies to every genre and sub-genre). The most subversive art and fashion dwell and thrive in the underground, despite the lack of corporate backing. I’m not totally averse to mainstream music, but it’s a well-known fact that the underground is where the mainstream goes to mine ideas.

The pandemic was one long party for my friends and me, and hyperpop was the soundtrack—lots of booze, drugs, pizza, and sex. Many factors contributed to Neuerotica’s existence, but the hyperpop scene was the catalyst that brought me back to my idea from 2014. The genre and its extremely talented artists are solely responsible for its look, and my obsession with all things colorful, pink, and kawaii. No one or nothing else can take credit for that. Forget mainstream radio, because these pop tarts to ever bless a studio. Lastly, I believe that,  on a subconscious level, Ayesha Erotica’s name played a role in naming Neuerotica. Of all the hyperpop I listened to in the beginning, I listened to her music the most.

There’s no way I can fully express how much hyperpop music has impacted my life. I’m If any hyperpop recording artists are reading this, thank you! My happiness is all your fault. Kidding! I owe you an immense debt of gratitude. It’s been a life-changing experience for this “old man” that I will forever treasure (I know, I know! I’m gushing! I’ll stop now). Neuerotica would not exist had it not been for you all. It was a pleasure and an honor to interview the few underground pop musicians that I have, and I’m looking forward to interviewing more of you in the near future. Please don’t ever stop.

(Special shoutout to experimental British duo Let’s Eat Grandma, whose “Hot Pink” song led me to Slayyyter and Ayesha.)

background 3D render by Philip Oroni

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