Me So Horny

My music library spans a range of genres, including jazz, rock, metal, electronic, hip-hop, industrial, thrash, classical, salsa, and afro-pop. It includes music from as far away as Japan, Korea, Thailand, Ukraine, Russia, Spain, and Siberia. I’m not prejudiced against any genre of music. There’s a reason why I went with underground pop music for Neuerotica, which, in general, reaches farther and spreads faster than any other musical genre. But underground pop (hyperpop in particular) has usurped commercial pop’s position in terms of creativity and sound diversity.  

While Anquette and 2 Live Crew brought sexually explicit songs to hip-hop, and later, female rappers like Foxy BrownLil’ Kim, and She Who Shall Not Be Named brought these kinds of songs to a broader audience,  hyperpop took explicit music to places others feared to tread. Fans of the genre understand what I’m talking about, because before hyperpop, I had never heard a queer or transgender musician make a sexually explicit recording about their queerness or transgender identity. I wasn’t just turned on to the music, I was turned on by it as well. The filthier the song, the more I’ll enjoy it. There’s no way for me to know for sure, but I’d be willing to wager that there aren’t many adults my age listening to the music of Gen Z. My dad liked blues singer Ruth Brown, who made sexually suggestive songs (his mom hated her), but sometimes I wish he were still around to hear some of the songs in my music library.  

Today’s parents are probably like “Eh” when they hear their kids listening to those “nasty” hyperpop songs, but songs like these have a long history in the U.S. The only musician I knew who made that kind of music when I was younger (before any of the rappers mentioned above) was the legendary Blowfly, whose songs a college friend introduced me to. He recorded sexually explicit songs from the seventies to the 2010s, but even he wasn’t the first. You have to appreciate the irony of boomers claiming that “dirty” songs weren’t made in their time (though if they’re white, there’s a likelihood they’ve never heard them), because two years ago, while doing research for a series of articles entitled ‘More Power to the Pussy’ about black women and dirty music, I learned that there had been plenty (if you’re interested, you can read part one here, and part two here). Songs like these (in edited form, of course) are played on commercial radio all the time, now, but from a century ago to the early 1990s, record shop owners and their customers faced jail time for selling and purchasing these records and tapes. These are just a few from the previous century:

Dinah Washington -“Big Long Slidin’ Thing”

Dorothy Ellis - “Drill Daddy Drill”

Julia Lee - “King Size Papa”

Irene Scruggs - "Good Grinding".

Below is one from the 1950s (1957?); I don’t remember how I found it on YouTube. "Faye Richmonde was an American nightclub singer, known for her risqué recordings in the 1950s." The name of this song is called My Pussy Belongs to Daddy.  Back then, those records had to be sold under the counter, and record shop owners could be fined, jailed, or lose their businesses if they were caught selling them. These days, Faye would have been a millionaire celebrity.


It was surprising for me to learn that record shops were still being raided for selling “obscene music” during the late 80s and early 90s. It’s been said that 2 Live Crew “took a bullet” for hip-hop when they fought their obscenity case with the U.S. government and won. The fact is, however, they took a bullet for the entire music industry. Their case forced the government to acknowledge the First Amendment rights of musicians across all genres. In fact, their case is what led record labels to start putting parental advisory stickers on albums. Not surprisingly, the sticker idea backfired, since young audiences were already seeking uncensored music; the stickers made it easier for them to find it.

background photo by Steve Johnson

Since as far back as I can recall, I’ve always been a pervert. We had a social gathering in our home once, and this girl took me up to my parents’ bedroom, pulled up her dress, and sat on my face (I might have been seven). Then there was the time when I hopped up and down on my bedroom windowsill naked, while my friends outside watched and giggled (I was eight or nine). Then a friend and I used to perform oral sex on each other until his family moved away. My father used to “hide” his Playboy magazines throughout the house, but I’d always find them. No matter how careful I was to make sure that I put them back in the same place, in the same position, somehow, he always knew, and I would be in trouble. That all ended when some friends and I found boxes of porn mags in the sanitation dump, and they were more explicit than my dad’s lame magazines. Since I was the only one who could hide them in my apartment, I took them all for myself, promising my friends that if they helped me to carry the boxes, they could swing by and ogle them as much as they wanted.

I’m a hardcore music fan, but the me from back then would lose his fucking mind if I played some of the shit I listen to now. Unfortunately, I didn’t start listening to Ayesha Erotica until after she had gone on hiatus, so there were a lot of her earlier songs that I didn’t get to hear. What I did hear, however, literally changed something in me. For the first time in my life, I wanted to be a teenage girl with long, dark hair, who had Hello Kitty merch, plushies, a closet full of 2000s-era clothing, had a lot of glittery shit, and who spent most of her nights watching adult anime while her parents slept (so, in 2024, my neighbors had a yard sale, and I bought all of their ten-year-old son’s plushies. He said he was too old for them, and I couldn’t resist). To think that little girl resides in the body of this “tough” adult male, and that’s wild af.

Why am I hyper-sexual? I don’t know. I don’t remember reading about it being associated with autism, so it can’t be that. I just can’t resist a good song with a woman singing or rapping dirty lyrics. I mean, I spent most of my life hearing men rapping about it, so I’m done with most of them, unless they’re queer or trans. I find them far more interesting.

Hyperpop is more than dirty lyrics, however. Its strength lies in its unique genre-blending ability, a quality that’s absent in other musical genres. It’s unfortunate that underground music doesn’t reach as many people as corporate music. Without question, they deserve to be seen and heard by a wider audience. The most subversive art and fashion dwell and thrive in the underground, despite the lack of corporate backing. I’m not totally averse to mainstream music, but the underground is where the mainstream goes to mine ideas.

photograph by 360floralflaves

I think the best pop is always subversive in its nature
— James Righton

Hyperpop Artists Who Inspired Neuerotica

Hyperpop for me is like having a brain boner and an eargasm, it's lubed, lewd lyrics slide into your ear hole, leaving a viscous snail trail inside your brain. Having been diagnosed with AuDHD around the same time I had started listening to it, I wondered if there might be a connection between the two. Recently (late in 2025), I read an article that suggested there is a neurological connection to ADHD. I recommend reading Legacy Russell's Glitch Feminism: A Manifesto for more info on the subject. You don’t have to be a woman or a feminist to read it; the book provides a wealth of information that neurodivergent people of every gender can learn from. You can read this short article, which briefly discusses the book and Legacy Russell’s theories. If the article piques your interest in Legacy’s book, there should be a link on that page to purchase it.

About a decade ago, the idea of publishing an e-magazine similar to Neuerotica was inspired by Miley Cyrus. Her music at the time, and the photographs she took for Lebanon-based Plastik magazine, were what did it for me. However, I was persuaded to publish a luxury e-magazine instead, but when the COVID-19 pandemic struck, it wiped out the six years of success I had built. Its demise left me with nothing to do but get high and listen to new music, which, one day, led me to BFF by Slayyyter, featuring Ayesha Erotica. I (repeatedly) listened to the entire album, but that song inspired me to return to my old project. Apple Music's recommendations for “similar” artists led me to hyperpop, which is how I ended up listening to the artists you see in the gallery above and more. While I am familiar with A.G. Cook and how PC music led to hyperpop’s birth, I didn’t learn about either until almost a year later

The pandemic was one long party for my friends and me, and hyperpop was the soundtrack—lots of booze, drugs, fast food, and sex. Many factors contributed to Neuerotica’s existence, but hyperpop was the catalyst that brought me back to my idea from 2014. The genre and its extremely talented artists are solely responsible for its look, and my obsession with all things colorful, pink, and kawaii. No one or nothing else can take credit for that. Forget mainstream radio, because these pop tarts to ever bless a studio. Lastly, I believe that,  on a subconscious level, Ayesha Erotica’s name played a role in naming Neuerotica. Of all the hyperpop I listened to in the beginning, I listened to her music the most. 

The party that was my life ended in 2022, and I moved to Bushwick, Brooklyn. There are a lot of hyperpop artists out here, but (for two years) I never went to any shows because I thought I’d be laughed out of the venues because of my age. On February 3rd, 2026, I will be moving back to my neighborhood in New York’s Upper East Side, where my luxury magazine died, and Neuerotica was born. My three neurodivergent “brides” (Andrea, Faryn, and Carrianne, who I love more than anyone) are amped for my return (there’s a fourth bride, but she relocated to Florida). Hyperpop brought us together through the way it shaped my thinking. On our first night together, we’ll kick off the festivities with a best-of-the-best hyperpop playlist. It will be a night of booze, drugs, and “mischief” (this time, I’ll have to hide my meds because two of them like popping them when I’m not looking, and the other one snorts my Adderall when she’s out of blow). Anyway…

There’s no way I can fully express how much hyperpop music has impacted my life. If any hyperpop recording artists are reading this, thank you! I owe you an immense debt of gratitude. It’s been a life-changing experience for this “old man” that I will forever treasure (I know, I know! I’m gushing! It can’t be helped). It was a pleasure and an honor to interview the few that I have, and I’m looking forward to interviewing more of you in the near future. Please don’t ever stop.

(Special shoutout to experimental British duo Let’s Eat Grandma, whose “Hot Pink” song pointed me to Slayyyter and Ayesha.)